Wednesday, February 03, 2010
First of all, I’d like console my KMPh friend, L. Are you okay yesterday night? You left us at the café table, seems resentful, I don’t know whether I make it correct. Lastly, I’d like to wish you all the best. For me, you are always a great man.
CONTINUE MY DIARY
Days are getting bored and bored. Meanwhile, my final exam is just around the corner. I usually think this might be a better contrast… Mom, I think I’m going to hell because I deserved it right (damn it, I think two weeks vacation had knock my head powerfully till I lost my memory on my study or else I got amnesia. If so, hope that this world would have the cure gets rid of it.)
Wednesday, 3 February 2010
My holiday
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Today is the end of my first week holidays in my own hometown, a place where every single thing about me originate from. I born here, study here and grow up here. Well, I’m 18, I’m a grown, at less I think so even though my friend always staring at me unbelievable whenever I spoke it out. I can tell that I don’t have very much time staying in my sanctuary home, I’m going to pursue my future in less than six month. Back then, I appreciate the time I being here, particularly.
I feel great being here, but my coughing killing me. I already had this bothersome disease be with me for a couple days plus I got a sore throat some more, a lump seems like settle down within my pharynx permanently … one disaster after another, seems my luck has came to the end.
Is there anything can happen on me worsen my worst condition? Gosh, I got insomnia since my night sleeping on my bed, I fall into my dream about one or two am of the next day, almost everyday continuously… god, you must be kidding me… Why I can’t deserve a bed of rose’s life, at least in my home…
Sunday, 3 January 2010
Diary page 1
2010年1月 夜 雨
寒霜覆水千尺冻，冬梅独立万里香。君子交心，把酒当歌，共眠一穴。多情自古换无情，徘徊惆怅。空樽对月愁更愁，不如趁早割席而处。
心情时而会感到郁闷，这感觉。。。可以说糟透了。外边漆黑一片，肉眼望去的除了黑暗还是黑暗，不明白为什么校方不多加几盏路灯，好让所有学生多少增加一些安全感。长夜无语，难以入梦之际，几许愁意会直上心头。我说，这不是少年为赋新词强说之愁。
我自负高傲，做事不喜欢拖泥带水。然而，到了这年头却来了一件让我不舍剪断却有心想也理不清的纠缠。有时候想，不如算了，一笑带过，最后才发现我早已泥足深陷，不能自己了。我不会随便交心，一旦交了，誓死不会忘记。然而，我不清楚你是否有意揉碎我的心，此时此刻我心如止水了。我终于了解君子之交本来就该淡如水。或许你有难启的苦衷，可你一言不发，可是盼望草草了事么。我实在不懂你想什么，我捉摸不住，那感觉太过飘渺。我一直在反省自己是否错了，如果道歉可以回到以前，我愿意的，我愿意拉下脸来乞求你原谅。
我自个儿想，反正还有几个月，我俩可能不会再见面。凭着这点，或许是为何我不再执著；我们能再陌生一点，对你对我都好。我活在俗世当中，不是立于红尘之外，难免会沾了丑陋的气息。我抱歉不能对你更好，除此之外，我没什么可以效劳了。
我希望这里学涯结束后，就算不能够潇洒挥袖别去，至少不要拂袖而去。
祝君如意，好运。
寒霜覆水千尺冻，冬梅独立万里香。君子交心，把酒当歌，共眠一穴。多情自古换无情，徘徊惆怅。空樽对月愁更愁，不如趁早割席而处。
心情时而会感到郁闷，这感觉。。。可以说糟透了。外边漆黑一片，肉眼望去的除了黑暗还是黑暗，不明白为什么校方不多加几盏路灯，好让所有学生多少增加一些安全感。长夜无语，难以入梦之际，几许愁意会直上心头。我说，这不是少年为赋新词强说之愁。
我自负高傲，做事不喜欢拖泥带水。然而，到了这年头却来了一件让我不舍剪断却有心想也理不清的纠缠。有时候想，不如算了，一笑带过，最后才发现我早已泥足深陷，不能自己了。我不会随便交心，一旦交了，誓死不会忘记。然而，我不清楚你是否有意揉碎我的心，此时此刻我心如止水了。我终于了解君子之交本来就该淡如水。或许你有难启的苦衷，可你一言不发，可是盼望草草了事么。我实在不懂你想什么，我捉摸不住，那感觉太过飘渺。我一直在反省自己是否错了，如果道歉可以回到以前，我愿意的，我愿意拉下脸来乞求你原谅。
我自个儿想，反正还有几个月，我俩可能不会再见面。凭着这点，或许是为何我不再执著；我们能再陌生一点，对你对我都好。我活在俗世当中，不是立于红尘之外，难免会沾了丑陋的气息。我抱歉不能对你更好，除此之外，我没什么可以效劳了。
我希望这里学涯结束后，就算不能够潇洒挥袖别去，至少不要拂袖而去。
祝君如意，好运。
MY FIRST TIME
I must said that this is my first time writing blog, even though I possessed it long time ago, yet I never posted a single word on it, I made busy became my excuse again and again …. I guess this would be a big joke to everyone of you especially when you found that I already create this blog two years ago. What a waste, is the only sentence flash through my mind right now!
I used to think that sitting in front of the computer day in and day out incessantly , hand clicking mouse or waiting for the photo completely uploading in your profile, life seems so tedious (I apologize if I have offended anyone’s feeling, but I mean no harm) But what am I doing??? I’m blogging…. Well, it sounds a bit crazy for me, but I think I might get used to it soon as well… hopefully, it will turn out the way I expected.
I used to think that sitting in front of the computer day in and day out incessantly , hand clicking mouse or waiting for the photo completely uploading in your profile, life seems so tedious (I apologize if I have offended anyone’s feeling, but I mean no harm) But what am I doing??? I’m blogging…. Well, it sounds a bit crazy for me, but I think I might get used to it soon as well… hopefully, it will turn out the way I expected.
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