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2010年1月 夜 雨
寒霜覆水千尺冻，冬梅独立万里香。君子交心，把酒当歌，共眠一穴。多情自古换无情，徘徊惆怅。空樽对月愁更愁，不如趁早割席而处。
心情时而会感到郁闷，这感觉。。。可以说糟透了。外边漆黑一片，肉眼望去的除了黑暗还是黑暗，不明白为什么校方不多加几盏路灯，好让所有学生多少增加一些安全感。长夜无语，难以入梦之际，几许愁意会直上心头。我说，这不是少年为赋新词强说之愁。
我自负高傲，做事不喜欢拖泥带水。然而，到了这年头却来了一件让我不舍剪断却有心想也理不清的纠缠。有时候想，不如算了，一笑带过，最后才发现我早已泥足深陷，不能自己了。我不会随便交心，一旦交了，誓死不会忘记。然而，我不清楚你是否有意揉碎我的心，此时此刻我心如止水了。我终于了解君子之交本来就该淡如水。或许你有难启的苦衷，可你一言不发，可是盼望草草了事么。我实在不懂你想什么，我捉摸不住，那感觉太过飘渺。我一直在反省自己是否错了，如果道歉可以回到以前，我愿意的，我愿意拉下脸来乞求你原谅。
我自个儿想，反正还有几个月，我俩可能不会再见面。凭着这点，或许是为何我不再执著；我们能再陌生一点，对你对我都好。我活在俗世当中，不是立于红尘之外，难免会沾了丑陋的气息。我抱歉不能对你更好，除此之外，我没什么可以效劳了。
我希望这里学涯结束后，就算不能够潇洒挥袖别去，至少不要拂袖而去。
祝君如意，好运。

MY FIRST TIME

I must said that this is my first time writing blog, even though I possessed it long time ago, yet I never posted a single word on it, I made busy became my excuse again and again …. I guess this would be a big joke to everyone of you especially when you found that I already create this blog two years ago. What a waste, is the only sentence flash through my mind right now!
I used to think that sitting in front of the computer day in and day out incessantly , hand clicking mouse or waiting for the photo completely uploading in your profile, life seems so tedious (I apologize if I have offended anyone’s feeling, but I mean no harm) But what am I doing??? I’m blogging…. Well, it sounds a bit crazy for me, but I think I might get used to it soon as well… hopefully, it will turn out the way I expected.