Sunday, 14 November 2010

随 便


今夜窗外下着雨,无雷声在耳际隆隆。自在的日子,太过写意反倒会让人养成一种懒怠的习惯。我想在夕阳斜射的沙滩上印上我的脚印,感受脚趾周遭的柔沙被我施力而下陷。纵然那浪会烫平足迹的纹理,至少它曾经印证我到此一游的事实。我想在大床上躺上整天整夜,纵使辗转难眠又何妨,纵使旁人说我浪费时间,我亦一笑置之,脑海随时勾勒出我要的虚构画面。我想我想我想这是白日梦,暂时并不能规划在梦想里头。

我想要一个理想化的世界,人是为学问而念书,而非为考试而读书。谁叫这世界统统都是用成绩作为量尺,看人先看成绩,搞得人心惶惶,为啥!是以,我下定决心,来到大学就是不断地学习,如萍池说过,不要浪费资源,哈,我想忙一点也是为了以后的生活。在这十天呆在家中复习,偶尔上上网,睡觉逍遥,心中亦开始谋算未来,制定考完试后的时间表。想要做一个有品的懒人,最重要就是要有计划,呵呵。

最近常看见有人爱引用张爱玲故事里头的名句,具体的我可能记得不好,大概意思:“在千千万万人海当中,忽然间,你我的眼神在那瞬间对上了,千言万语在心头盘旋着,心在交织着,可是说出口的一句话却是:原来,你也在这啊。”这到底是心有灵犀的一句话,还是划出有缘无分的隔阂。

千言万语只能心头藏,幻化一句祝福
分不清到底是绿洲抑或海市蜃楼
蝴蝶双飞,我羡;劳燕分飞;我惜
浓雾散不开,只能雾里看花
一首诗,能不能美化那离别
一首歌,鬼魅般的嗓音,唱到后来哑了
会不会只剩下抽泣声?!!!
屋外的雨,山间的云,太自在
一辈子,只为了那瞬间
只为了守候那羁绊

Sunday, 7 November 2010

Tomorrow, 8th November 2010, maybe it is not a BIG DAY for everyone, but it do means something for some students... I'm not involve in tomorrow BIG EVENT yet, though 11st NOVEMBER instead... Haiz, not really know what the hell am i doing right now, posting a blog!!! MAN, u must be kidding, whole world fighting hard with the time to be in front of the time, to be not left behind it, but i m blogging...
"WHAT THE HELL!" quote of one of the friends, Yuet Yang, he used to say it A LOT. When i mean a lot is very frequently he say, several time per day, sometimes even several time in a sentence.

What things need to worry, NOTHING
What things no need to worry, THOSE THINGS U DY KNEW THE RESULT
When u need to be worry, THERE ARE 2 ANSWER:
ALL THE TIME, die jor lo, quote from LYDIA PANG
NEVER...mind la, still got second chance wat

GOOD DAY, WORLD
HAVE A GOOD GOOD NIGHT!!!