感性与理性？

故事走到一处，名为光荣或者颓废的转折点，

文章该怎么接辑？

笔该怎么运转？

心思又该如何不会剪不断，理还乱？

宛如

行走至一个交叉路口，停驻在那里，等红灯转绿，

偏生绿灯亮起，双脚却踌躇不前，

眼神是飘向天涯之外的世界。

感性的人，像火也像水，

澎湃袭来，但也是毁灭性的，

理性的人，像冰，

每每能够在挣扎当中找到平衡点。

我说，像冰好，

冰融了，也不会如海啸般覆盖世界。

但想，像火的人也不错，

没有激情的话，哪来浪漫主义。

有一猎人猎获一鸽子，

佛见着，说：

阿弥陀佛，你让它走。

猎人说：

它走了，那我吃什么？

佛说：

他多重，我就还你多重的肉。

猎人说：

好。

猎人把鸽子放在枰的一端，佛割下自己身上的肉。

猎人说：

还不够。

佛又割肉。

如此往来，还是不够。

佛见着，往枰上跳，枰终于平衡。

佛是感性的人，

我是理性的人，

佛说：

我不入地狱，谁入地狱

我说：

为何是我下地狱？

舍己为人，这世间有几人办到，

对，我贪生，我怕死，谁人不是？

谁又敢说我是残忍了？

残忍也是一种姿态，

一个让自己立于不败之地的姿态，

一种不让俯瞰世界的姿态。

难不成你还想，

柔肠寸断了，还把一樽苦水往断肠缝处塞？

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The very first thing I must say it out loud before I ever forget: HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, this year is belong to the rabbit, according to Chinese tradition. Oh, gosh, when the goat year comes, I m getting older and older then, 1 cycle is 12 years, if you undergo 2 cycle, that means you are 24 years old, congratulation, you are no longer an adolescence, an adult instead.

This year I went through an unusual new year holiday, I m doing my assignment in my hometown. What to do, since those stuffs are big big size and I cannot find any mood or motivation to finish up everything before holiday… I m terrible, I online a lot, watching movies a lot, I m dead man if the project needs to hand in 2 days after tomorrow.

Recently, I read something, quote “ They have always related as an empire to poor countries… Nothing has changed” nice cha! By staring at these words, I suddenly recalled of the lectures I used to attend, namely “bottom billions”. Well, c’est la vie, this is how the earth circulate, rich people gets richer, poor people becomes poorer… Haha, guess what, if I don’t get poor, how can you get richer, this scenario let me think of the spring balance. Imagine that you have two 500g mass block, you put in 2 sides of balance, it’s equal mass, square and fair enough. Next, you have only one 1kg mass, and you put it in one side, 100 percent decline to the heavier side… Got that, what I mean is the money or wealthy in this world is limited and invulnerable, thus we all share the scarce financial sources.

I m spending my 1^st day of new year in my home, slept a lot, very impressive. Woke up at 8am something, took a nap at 10 until 11 something, fell asleep again in the evening 5 until 7pm. Then, having dinner… what a life, yea…