娃娃说

sober
at this moment of bliss

body move involuntarily
as if strings attached to my veins
the other end control by some freak

if only i can break free
i can be not just a ballerina
i can go wild
Ya not kidding, there's a rock chic hide underneath pretentious mask
bring on the hard metal music
i swear i'll dance till the final light goes down

I'm gonna stand still under the shone of high candle illuminance
because i'm ready to say goodbye

Shabbat Shalom

May your day of no work be peaceful.

Judgement

There were paragraphs missing here and there

People bubbling around

getting confused every time listen to their conversation

How about cover both ears up?

Paragraphs that missing create some cracklines

what left behind then?

feeling is strong enough to reconstruct them

somehow, words do not recognize each other

author having problem in putting them together

Like the old time, tax collector strolling down the streets accompanied by a German's sheperd

the odd is they collect money

but i collect story

I'd rather say story instead of memory

grey matter mixing psycho knowledge and visual observation

imagination links together to form some solid fact

not to fool intellectual

it is obvious

somehow, understand could do more harm than believe blinded

somehow, gave up is easier to take in than give in

somehow, evading eye contact open the flesh deep down others' heart

which way is right, which way is wrong

always is a subjective question

who the hell you are judging that

Drive crazy

 Ride on the beetle,

the needle on the dashboard never really got to catch a breathe

trying to break through ya limit

needless to say,

the fact too unbearable

 whenever you split out the words

I can catch nothing that

embracing me

Adjust the radio to tune randomly

sound of saxophone seeped into my vessels

sing now,

spill it all out

At last,

who aren't set the fire to the rain?

Whizzed past whatever view out there

well then

just keep on going

procrastination take over full attention

WHY SO SERIOUS?

please just cut the chase,

cut off those holy CRAP

Where is home?

there ain't any right now

who are having hallucination?

surely, not me

cause i ain't murmuring my words

nor whispering beside anyone

勉强，得来的

不是没有想过，奈经已一錘成音

未曾少听他人话过，言语间竟是如此苍白

不是没试着就这么着的相处，时至今日，数月下来，有一个想法在心里边叫嚣

这次真的不能了

我不想再试，从来不是善因，种出来的，毫无意外

真真的可悲，呵呵

我唯恐那果还会有甜，啃嚼几番，苦涩溢满舌苔，久久不散

食之无味，弃之可惜

只因不了解，方才如此，若君有心，何尝不是手到擒来？

一杯茶，半盏愁绪，思量回转处，原来已不见来时路

我回不去，亦不想回了

是心境移迁