学姐学长，直属？直系？旁系？

我想，在大学里头华人很团结。此话怎讲？因为华人会有DIRECT SENIOR， CHINESE PRIVILEGE 咧。我接着写的东西决无揭发任何人的隐私，明鉴。
尚记得有天晚上，一阵电话铃声响起，来电显示一个陌生的号码，我那时虽觉疑惑，但觉得是我期待着的电话。二话不说按下接听键，果然，一切如我所料。我步行到那里，学姐位居不高，省了我搭电梯头晕症。找到了房门，我敲了下门。门开了，一张年轻的脸怦然出现，我的瞳孔开始收缩，暗自打量眼前人。
无可否认一点，学姐你有句话是赞对了，你的笔记是整齐的，呃喝，若果与他人比较。她说，你不知道什么就问啦，因为我也是第一次做人家的SENIOR，不是说很会。我笑，心想，责任这东西不在于懂不懂，贵于肯不肯付出。赞！SENIOR，你人是很好啦，只不过听到你讲过你天天都很忙，我都不好意思待久久。不过，身为你的JUNIOR，我已经习惯性爱靠自己罢了，想来以后也不会太麻烦你，除非是十万火急的事咯。
我一直有个困扰，与你见面时，不懂该怎样称呼。若然我没记错，我俩每次都用我啊，你啊来叫对方。我要是直叫你名字，好像于礼不合；要是叫你XX姐的话，显得你很老，而且我也不愿，因为让我想起一个令我恨恨的往事。我想，我们还是维持老样子罢了。
顺带一提，我终于知道美璇口中那位怡保来的那位同校学长，人如其名，够豪了。这位是旁系学长。
至于直系SENIOR，我想说但无从说起，因为对他们认识不多，无法见解道地的叙述。不过倒是记得一些事情。话说在上次APARTMENT STAY时，有个直系SENIOR牵着我的手臂（那时的情景是拍照），那时候觉得自她手指传来的温度很低，明显感觉到温度悬殊。再来发现她人其实还蛮活跃，感觉她好像比我们还要兴奋。在这里，我记得曾经看过一句话好像是这么来着：冰冷的表面下藏有一颗灼热般的心。我想我应该认同老冯，他说我们今年的很静，哈哈，我想属羊的温柔婉约，属马的呢应该是去掉了野性，超贴的！！！

DEFINE HARI RAYA

A DAY BEFORE HARI RAYA AIDIFITRI

9^th September 2010, I’m not sure why I wanna jot down all things happen in today… well well, I gotta post my-own-designed survival kit to my studio blog, my first time online ever after I started my 2 weeks holiday until now, haha, must control the desire after come back to my home sweet home cause my mom din seems very pleasant if we keep onlining or become a cranked-prawn in front of the screen. Other than that, I feel my shortsightedness more seriously as time goes by, dun know why will I wear on the 1000 degree lenses. Recall of my medical check up in the university, it was around 9pm and I have eye test, with glasses, everything ok, 6/6; but alas without glasses, saw blurred BIGGEST E on top of other alphabets. Right, I’m nearly blind if I take off my glasses, head spinning and feel like wanna fainted are the side effects. Though, I’m not sure that reduce the online duration might help my eye from turning even worse.

I seems like get used to the stay-up-late lifestyle, almost every night I stay up until midnight or morning, because I slept early only one night, ok, the hormone disorder is very awful and damn things because I got some whelk liao… T T

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIFITRI

10^th September 2010, first time I write my diary in this kinda public holiday. Because I feel that all public holiday seems pretty same to me, the matter are how you went through 24 hours and with whose accompany.   As usual, I am here, sitting in front the screen and tying down the words. The words flow out not very smoothly, I wonder what happen to myself recently and presently. Lots of stuff, Nah, I guarantee I able to solve it; lots of problems, yes, dun wanna talk bout it, its turning my stomach, other word: disgusting; lots of disease, yeah headache a lot, dun know what is the source, Haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh……………

Every happiness temporary embedding the unfortunate, seems like Pandora Box fairy tale. Men live in happiness with the present of fire, but it hurts Gods’ eye seeing men survive and become more civilized. Therefore, they hand in a box to a beautiful lady Pandora whereby the box utterly filled with the evil that is covered under closure of box without any human’s conscious. Out of curiosity, Pandora eventually opened the box and evil grab their freedom after thousands years of struggling. Back then, the world is never be the way it should be, a world we used to called it as “Utopia”.

“ World is ugly because of us, world is wonderful but it is too short or else I should say it never satisfy me no matter how long it is,” says me. Sounds like crap, [lips curved wryly].

While writing this, I remember someday Ruo Chien told me this phrase in somehow someway, “everything happens for a reason”, I suppose I was born for something. Yet, my searching proceed still on going.

Hari Raya Holiday

There will be a 2-weeks holidays after today lecture from 2 to 5pm, i'm sure tis is the most expecting moment for all of us. Well, the school that i currently studying at in short form is HBP. Recently, i wastched a short movie snap down by those seniors, i found there are few sentences pretty funny and very suitable. " we are HBP students, we are HANTU BALIK PAGI, we HOLIDAY BANYAK PROJECT, and we have HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE." Haha...


Well, I'm still in the learning process, hope that i got 2 brain so that i can absorb everything and apply it in its way. There are too many things stuff in my brain, i guess i got temporary brain jam frequently.


Right, lets not let these academic stuff destroy my holiday mood. Happy holiday to the whole world. I regard because i am just 1st year, so i still can have my time to enjoy, to be relax, to be happy. I already miss the food cooked by my mom even though i am just 9 hours far from my home sweet home.