A DAY BEFORE HARI RAYA AIDIFITRI
9th September 2010, I’m not sure why I wanna jot down all things happen in today… well well, I gotta post my-own-designed survival kit to my studio blog, my first time online ever after I started my 2 weeks holiday until now, haha, must control the desire after come back to my home sweet home cause my mom din seems very pleasant if we keep onlining or become a cranked-prawn in front of the screen. Other than that, I feel my shortsightedness more seriously as time goes by, dun know why will I wear on the 1000 degree lenses. Recall of my medical check up in the university, it was around 9pm and I have eye test, with glasses, everything ok, 6/6; but alas without glasses, saw blurred BIGGEST E on top of other alphabets. Right, I’m nearly blind if I take off my glasses, head spinning and feel like wanna fainted are the side effects. Though, I’m not sure that reduce the online duration might help my eye from turning even worse.
I seems like get used to the stay-up-late lifestyle, almost every night I stay up until midnight or morning, because I slept early only one night, ok, the hormone disorder is very awful and damn things because I got some whelk liao… T T
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIFITRI
10th September 2010, first time I write my diary in this kinda public holiday. Because I feel that all public holiday seems pretty same to me, the matter are how you went through 24 hours and with whose accompany. As usual, I am here, sitting in front the screen and tying down the words. The words flow out not very smoothly, I wonder what happen to myself recently and presently. Lots of stuff, Nah, I guarantee I able to solve it; lots of problems, yes, dun wanna talk bout it, its turning my stomach, other word: disgusting; lots of disease, yeah headache a lot, dun know what is the source, Haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh……………
Every happiness temporary embedding the unfortunate, seems like Pandora Box fairy tale. Men live in happiness with the present of fire, but it hurts Gods’ eye seeing men survive and become more civilized. Therefore, they hand in a box to a beautiful lady Pandora whereby the box utterly filled with the evil that is covered under closure of box without any human’s conscious. Out of curiosity, Pandora eventually opened the box and evil grab their freedom after thousands years of struggling. Back then, the world is never be the way it should be, a world we used to called it as “Utopia”.
“ World is ugly because of us, world is wonderful but it is too short or else I should say it never satisfy me no matter how long it is,” says me. Sounds like crap, [lips curved wryly].
While writing this, I remember someday Ruo Chien told me this phrase in somehow someway, “everything happens for a reason”, I suppose I was born for something. Yet, my searching proceed still on going.
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